My life...

So here we go.

What can I say about my life... I am a 36 year old mother of 3 kiddos all under 7. I am a stay at home mom or SAHM (a rambling post about way we all feel the need to give ourselves acronyms to follow). They (my children) are my life.

I know that my last statement will either induce a warm fuzzy feeling or vomiting depending on who is reading this. For me it induces pride as well as a little saddness. I am proud of being a mother, I am proud of my kids, but... well... Is this it? Is this my whole life? Really? As I ask this question the guilt just floods in. Isn't this enough? The stern voice of my conscious asks. My life could be so much less... How can this not be enough?

I am not sure of the answer to that question, and I am not sure if I really want it answered. I just want to ramble and vent and bitch and whatever else I need to do to work things out in my own head.

Anyway more to come...I hope all of you out there in the void have strong stomachs.